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Friday, April 27, 2007

all she has left is the withered rose

she's standing in the road light clothes

the knife in one hand the throned flower in other

which one hurted her more noone will know ever

 

looking `bout her, nowehre to go

all around her, unburdened teens

all just like her, but no worries in their - ago

she's the only one, feeling like she's so unkeen

 

the world's too much,bearing down on her

the cave within her cracks and falls

the people around her she hears laugher

and in split second inside she feels dead and silence calls

inside she feels so neglected

tossed away in that corner

darkness and dust are her affected,

noone else cares about her

 


Friday, April 06, 2007

~isaiah 53

who has believed our message, and to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed?
He grew up before him like a tender shoot, and like a root out of dry ground.
  he had no beauty of majesty to attract us to him,
  nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
He was despised and rejected by men,
  a man of sorrows, and familiar with sufffering.
like one from whom men hide their faces
  he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

surely he took up our infirmiies and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted
but he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed
we all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turnd to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.

he was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth.

by oppression and judgment he was taken away. and who can speak of his descendants? for he was cut off from the land of the living; for the transgression of my people he was stricken
he was assigned a grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death, thought he had done no violence, nor was any deceit in his mouth.

yet it was the LORD's will to crush him and cause him to suffer, and though the LORD makes his life a guilt offering, he will see his offspring and prolong his days, and the will of the LORD will prosper in his hand.
after the suffering of his soul, he will see the light of life and be satisfied; by his knowledge of my righteous servant will justify many, and he will bear their iniquities.

therefore I will give him a portion among the great, and he will divide the spoils with the strong, because he poured out his life unto death, and he was numbered with transgressors.

For he bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.


Saturday, March 31, 2007

-- down the fucking drain.

fuck.
everything i do is wrong
everything you do wrong is my fault
every singlestep
i take seems like it's all just wrong

you make it sound that way,
you make me feel that way.

it's like none of my accomplishments or anything ever mattered,
`cos the minute i do something right, i've also done something wrong.

everytime i do something good, it turns into something bad.
like that dark shadow that noone ever acknowledges ;


Tuesday, March 27, 2007

maybe it's really my fault and maybe its just the way things are,, but none of that matters cos you'd already crossed the line to her side long before you realized it;

it's not me not letting you live up to the promise,, you did it subconsciously..

+ maybe it'll stay that way for the rest of forever. like how history repeats itself, and like how history shapes the future ..


i thought that that sinking feeling was just another round of moodswing since it's that time of the month again,, but then.. i think its something else.

it feels like all that confidence i used to have from all the support is just.. going away and like, soaked into you. its almost like all that i'd built up was upon this fake foundation and now i dont even know who i am; and all that confidence just collapsed.

and even though i'd always been there for you when you needed me, no matter how i didn't want to, its like i'm all in the ashes and the bits and pieces of the collapsed building you're just walking away; running away..

and even if that's bad, at least i should have some others to support me.. right?

~ likke i have noone to lean on anymore ;

 



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